Saturday, September 26, 2009

#9

time: 3.3opm, saturday afternooon.
back from school for some history extra lessons. ok lah, i consider it a really great achievement for me, who haven't been waking up early on weekends morning.

bored bored bored.
life had been really boring.
nothing interesting is happening around me, except for maybe.. ??? :D

BUT, i have something for my mr gary ong though!
hey mr ong, thanks for your super ultimate touching talk yesterday(:
i reelly cried ok? HAHA
i did not become really naughty after not being taught by you
i was as playful and mischievous in the past,
but gave much more special attention to poa cos it was a subject i could score in and had that passion for it
i actually hate studying
i hate history
i hate chemistry
i hate maths
nowadays, i even hated going to school, i dont know why.
then, people arnd me started to encourage me, advice me not to give up and even telling me off, hoping for me to wake up to my senses. hahah, i feel stupid wasting my life away la but then i could do nothing about it.
i know you guys are concerned about me. my friends, my families and even you, daryl and whoever. wanting me to do welll, hoping me not to end up with the path that i'll regret end of the day. so many incidents that happened recentle made me really glad that true friends actually exists around me. haha.



so now, i have decided.
since i chose a jc myself,
since i chose not to go into poly,
i will stop talkin about going to poly,
and wanting to drop out of jc.
i will put on my100%
i will give it my best shot
like how my poa, from nothing to something!
like how i made it for olevels.
like how i had hanged on in dere.
i will make sure that whatevr results i get in the end i will not regret it.
(:


ok, mr ong. wait for my good news alrightttt?? prepare to burn a BIG hole in ur pants for my treat :))))))))))))))))))))))))))




when every other thing in your life fails,
you will then realise that nothing else really victors over an optimistic mind.
seriously.